With another new family member (Lily's son Romeo) I had started to dwell upon my curse.
I had started to hate my life. I loved being around my family but with each birth came the reality that I would also witness their death.
I had started to withdraw myself from their lives. I couldn't bear to become so invested only to lose them. Even my time with the girls of the HLC couldn't distract me from the pain anymore. our once laughter filled chats about living life and love our idle gossip turned to talk of death. loss, never ending life and our respective curses.
It was time to end it all..........
I had started to hate my life. I loved being around my family but with each birth came the reality that I would also witness their death.
I had started to withdraw myself from their lives. I couldn't bear to become so invested only to lose them. Even my time with the girls of the HLC couldn't distract me from the pain anymore. our once laughter filled chats about living life and love our idle gossip turned to talk of death. loss, never ending life and our respective curses.
It was time to end it all..........